"Don't you miss me a little?"
Yes, I do. I wanted to call you earlier just to say hi.
I wanted to call you last week to let you know about the great things happening in my life with my job.
But I didn't.
I couldn't, because I wasn't sure what road it would take us down.
While I believe with all of my heart that no matter how much I may love you- and I do- that neither of us can be what the other one needs, you don't seem to be buying this. Suddenly you seem to be in a place where you tell me regularly that you need me, that you miss me. Those are things that, had you told me months ago, might have bought us some more time.
Or maybe not. Maybe we had run our course and burned ourselves out. I honestly don't know. What I do know is that I can't go back to where we were. I can't trust you with my heart like I did, not now, not ever again.
I didn't want to close the door behind me when I walked out. I wanted to believe that we could stay friends. You're starting to leave me no choice- and right now I don't want to shut the door, I want to slam it. Sometimes I feel like the drama is the only thing that can get your attention and get my point across.
I miss you too. I really do. But I can't let you keep hurting me.
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