I probably don't have anything to add to what I've said already today. I'm feeling a little less broken than I was for a variety of reasons; as sad as all of the kitty business is making me (and you may have noticed that it is), I'm able to back up from the madness of my life and realize how truly amazing (good amazing) the last few months have been. Somehow when my "dig deep" button was completely, utterly broken I managed to simply go to another place. By moving where I was working from and making up my own set of rules, I was evidently able to invoke the "magical thinking can work!" clause. It has. And I've found myself in a happy place. Yes, sometimes it's a frustrating happy place because I am having to make up my own rules since no one else has been here. The good, though, far outweighs the bad and the miracles far outweigh the catastrophes.
And for that....I am grateful.
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