I think that you've found you even missed yourself

Just a few scribbles before I take the night shift cheesecake up to the burn unit; it's only fair to provide a treat for both shifts, right? Besides, there's an incentive plan for going in since one of my favorite people is working tonight.

Happiness/ Gratitude list, 27 November 2008 edition:
  1. Naming the things I'm afraid of right now. If I don't do that, I can't figure out what to do about them, right?
  2. Even though I've whined about the hours required, I have truly enjoyed the cheesecake-making. And I'm damn good at it. Maybe it's time to go back to enjoying some indulgences made by me and being less neurotic about my eating.
  3. Tucker's gracious (and entertainingly curious) acceptance of the new feline inhabitant of our home. I'm also grateful for Mabelle, who is sitting here next to me while I write. So far she seems like a pretty terrific kitty.
  4. I'll admit that my life is more than a bit imperfect. It's messy, it's chaotic, and some days it overwhelms me. I'm grateful, however, that I'm learning to revel in that messiness. Sure, sometimes it feels a lot like a pig wallowing in shit. But most of the time that messiness is starting to feel more like finger painting did as a kid- messy, fun, and healing.


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