This is likely to just turn into a series of snippets since I need to get to bed. I'm already past my 11 p.m. goal.
- The curriculum thing? I know it will be fine with time. I know that. But right now it feels oddly akin to drinking from a fire hose. The fact that I'm simply outside of my comfort zone doing something I really, really care about just adds to the anxiety. I just keep praying for wisdom, for ability, and I keep reminding myself that I'm where I'm supposed to be doing what I'm supposed to do.
- Supper tonight for our triennial site visit was a bit humbling. Every time Jeff would mention something new we're doing in the unit over the last 3 years, he would point out to our site visitors that I was the instigator behind it- and I don't mean he was pointing it out in a bad way. It was definitely in a "We're really proud of this, and we love what Amalia's doing with the place" manner. Okay, more than a bit humbling. VERY humbling. And a great reminder, again, of how blessed I am that my vision gets listened to- and acted upon.
Not a lot to add to the happiness/ gratitude list right now, really. Work is good, and is heading for fantastic. Home is good, even if I miss Cassi in her petulance. Friends are amazing. Nothing I can complain about, really. Sure, some little fears about some relatively trivial things. But nothing I'm not brave enough to face.
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