Because it suits my night and an email that came my way. Yet again someone proved that he's simply not going to come through for me. After 3 years, I finally believe him.
(Lest you think I'm sad about the above referenced email, I'm not. 30 minutes after I read it and rolled my eyes, I realized that my hips and piriformis are the best they've been in 3 years. That alone tells me that tonight was what finally got me to let go. About. Damn. Time.)