It's been a bit of a rocky week. I've found myself using the word "horseshit" far more than I care to, though it's proven to be somewhat cathartic. Moving along to the business of Friday night...
Today I am trusting that I'll find a creative solution to the issues that have been frustrating, and it will be one that won't prove to require more of me than is humanly possible. I've asked for help, and I'm hoping that those I've asked will come through for me.
Today I am grateful for some amazing support today from several people when I was trying to fall to pieces. I am also grateful for the biggest furry being in my house, who made me laugh with her snow-rolling while we walked tonight. I hardly remember this house before Kita.
Today I am inspired by pens in all colors and a book with kitties on the front. In October I made a decision to start carrying a combination to do list/ brainstorm book/ journal around all of the time. In November I added a collection of Sharpies in 48 colors. I've tried to infuse the book with the ideal of playing, and so far it's working.
Today I have faith that I'll find the wisdom and support to muddle through the next 13 days. I wish it were going to be more graceful than a muddle, but I just don't see that right now.
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